actually? still not queen. i am, however, queen of the papusas...but i'm getting ahead of myself. first? a little background.
i've had a few run-ins with the crazy bus in my day. namely? after the birth of my kids, after my splenectomy, and most recently, after my tonsillectomy. my lovely hubbage leon? he diagnosed me with having a withdrawal reaction to opiates. give that man an md! he was right on the money. 'course what the lovely drugs did? threw me into an anxiety and depression cycle. loverly. oh, and then i had a negative reaction to the anti-depressants. wtf? i went to bonafide crazy drugs lady (we won't speak of her wizard of oz obsession) she gave me some new drugs. fixed me right up. in fact? this spackle of the mind? fixed bunches of things for me. knot in my stomach? no more! anxiety? no more! depression? no more! hell, i didn't even know i had depression issues until i got fixed. good stuff. would make a heck of a late night infomercial.
yeah, so, at any rate, i be talkin' to my shrinky dink? and we're having a lovely discussion about how i have to relearn how to do a bunch of shit now that i'm not crazy. and it hits me. there are all sorts of fabulous things i can do with the newfound sanity. thus? a list! because, well, lists are festive and celebratory glimpses of hope. my mama? to this day she writes her lists on old computer punch cards. but i'm all fancy like, and all latest technology. so, i shall employ this here puter for my list.
i shall make papusas. for they are a divine food.
finish my backtack project (now that i don't feel compelled to rip that shit out and make it "perfect")
more ice skating. get blades mounted to new blades and get your skate on, girl!
learn how to make stained glass.
do that november novel writing do-hickey that all the cool kids are doing.
create some kickass robot costumes for the kiddies for halloween. also? brownrobiewankenobie costume for myownsef. it has to be done.
replenish method cleaning supplies.
celebrate the leon's birthday with reckless abandon. do not tell him about supah sekrit ebay gifty in transit.
make some jewelry. get your thrift on.
that should be enough to keep me busy for a couple of weeks, eh? i'll fill in the gaps with all those bullshit household duties that keep begging to be done. pfft.
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